21st February 2022 - Here we (kids and I) are again, Taiping.
Close to my family which I never know how to describe about (my feeling). So many things that I would like to share with the world but I am not sure if the there is anyone that have the interest to know about it. But referring to my therapist, sharing (via writing) is one of the distraction methods that I can apply to reduce my instability due to the anxiety disorder.
In October 2022, I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder. Been through relapse and defaulted episodes for few times, I think I want to start making videos on YouTube regarding this matter. Mental health matter for the sake of mental health awareness. But I never have the courage to do that,
I believe this covid-19 pandemic turned me into my current condition. Separation anxiety (almost 2 years with my interracial husband), lost of job and income, Became disabled due to bilateral hypertensive retinopathy (retinal vascular damage caused by hypertension).
The struggle is damn real, till then...
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